I gave up. On every single thing.

WHY THE FUCK.

Its just you.

You seemed like you don't appreciate. I was wrong. You do appreciate by smiling behind my back.

You don't say you love me. And i thought u don't. But i was wrong. You love me like fuck.

You never kissed me, and i thought u didn't love me as much. But i was wrong. You were just shy to express your love for me.

You ring me up because i didn't reply to your text. And i thought you were just bored. But i was wrong. You missed me.

You waited for me till my soul appeared. And i thought u were just hanging around. but i was wrong. You wanted to see me.

You apologised when we quarrelled, and i thought u were being sarcastic. But i was wrong. You just want to end it all.

You accused and suspected me. And i thought you were trying to mess with me. But i was wrong. You don't wanna lose me.

You said ok when i mention broke-up. And i thought you were ready for it. But i was wrong. You wanted me to chase u all over again.

You said you love someone else. And i thought you just want to hurt me. But i was wrong. You just want me to prove my love by jealousy.

And now, i was wrong to let u go. And i was right to cry.

Thank you baby.

I don't have the best face for you to look at.
I don't have the body for you to hug.
I don't have a dick for you to fuck.
But i have one only heart to love you, want it, take it.
But make sure you dont lose it.

Okay tmr is christmas eve. We're gng to snow city then probably sheesha or smth?
Haiz november and december is disastrous. tak boleh tahan siol. Idk what to blog about also.
Today accompanied edwin to Angmokio ave 6 to dye his hair. Then went back to amk central carpark slack. We crazied there and whored there :/
Whilst i was walking home, saw youhong anthony and yanfeng at my void deck. So joined them to slack also. Were talking bout olden days we were in bps.. Like, smoking in toilet stuffs like that. That's probably all. Goodnight.

All i want for christmas is you.