I was brutally and sexually forced by someone to update this damn blog.. too lazy to update lahh..
Tdy went play pool at champion with ks and jz. I wna train myself and become strong to beat someone.. hahah..
thn went study corner meet yny and gang. thn went j8 to thrash the food. thn went j8 de see saw to talk cock sing song. thn take same bus with baby and alighted at salvation army. home and thts all..

Its not just it.

Whenever things goes wrong, i have to face it myself.
I feel there's no one supporting me.
This is whr the problem lies.
I'm getting more and more like a useless bum..
Smoking, drinking, and fooling around..
I didn't know that was me.
Who used those methods to solve and get away from problem.

I've not waken up from my mamaland.
Nobody's gna wake me up and im not gg to wake up.
Sleeping makes me think of nothing and just rest.
I just love this life and that's all.

You said if you were to bitch, not gna be as bitch as me. but have u ever thought how much thee words would pierce? In case you have no idea of it, let me tell you. it hurt as though i fell from 12 storeys to ground floor. Whenever i think of past, my heart would hurt so much. very much and the pain is killing me. Tears would well up in my soggy eyes, but i nvr fail to stop it, thinking it would nvr change any facts. I did not camouflage this paragraph is becuz i wan you to see. I wan u to see how much goals have u scored. If i had nvr went to the cruise, i would have celebrated ur birthday. but it is just fated that we could not have time tgt. Even we had the chance, u have nvr given me a hope. Pls dont blame me for whatever i do. You shuld think bout the main source of it. There's many ifs in my life. I wan those things to happen. but i knew it was a wishful thinking of mine. Maybe this is really a full stop to everything. God bless you. Hope you get ur caring, kind, protective and patient and forgiving in the next part of your life.

Super star virgo!!

hey yos. blog is damn dead. everytime managed to revive, thn dead again. well.
tmr's gg to cruise with 2 grandmothers and my sister! wah!
heard from jia zhen tht the food there is sumptuos and im gg to get great time eating there! hope there is japanese cuisine if not i will die man! haha not really lah. there's swimming pool, spa, jacuzzi, arcade, performance hall and movie theatre! wahhh damn it i wna fly there now. hahahaha.. k lah.. im gna go off le.. bye.

People says dreams are opposite of reality..
But i hope mine was!
I felt it..
It wasn't opposite of it.. I felt it..
I saw it coming.. Should i start running?
I wished to have psychic powers. but not on these type of stuffs that my nightmare comes real!
Oh god.. please don't fulfill this dream pls.. fulfill in others..

a quick brief just to revive my damn blog. Had english paper today and i found it hard though.
Because i wasn't cut out for those. (nyehehe!)
i felt recently i kept badmouthing people.. haha i shout stop this mans.. (slaps mouth)
Err... i dunno why nowadays, i've been having weird feelings which made my imaginary ran wild bout those relationship stuffs.. But i prefer not to show my sorrows man.. I dug a great big hole and i threw the bottle of "SORROWS" into it and filled the grave. I will substitute my sorrows with happiness so i wouldn't age! nyehehe i know there's no link lah huh. haha. k lah that's all..




Hold my hand and never let go my dear,
You're my eye, nose and mouth.
All these comes in a set and without them,
i wouldn't survive.